“The Name is Cloddi Doddi. She likes to Party. She don’t cause Trouble and She dont Bother Nobody”
i Loved To Drink (I mean, i worked at A Bar) 😜 i got Myself into Some deep Fuckin Shit by Working Here, let me tell you Guys!
this was probably me back in 2014, Hanging Out With the Crowd That Would betray Me, Cheat On Me, Lie To Me, stealing From Me. honestly Anything you can Think of, THATS WHAT THEY DID!
i was Bad too!
i didn’t ever realize that I was so Depressed and unhappy❗️😕
Can I Just Say Thank You 🙏🏼Jesus for Sticking right by my Side as I Tumble Down this Road Of Temptation, Alcoholism and Hate Over My Entire Freakin Life!
i Couldn’t Stand My Life, and the type of people and Things I Would attract All Of the time!
i was feeding myself so much sadness and negativity around these years, 2012–2015.
I just felt vulnerable and alone.
i fell in Love and was Heart Broken, began Doing pretty BAd Things with Pretty bad People, and I LOST divine Guidance 🙏🏼💔
Wanting Attention👀 (I lost connection with my family after finding out my Bf at the time was lying, cheating, doing drugs, and faking it with me For 2 years, And on Top of that My Mother being Diagnosed with Breast Cancer—I lost connection with everyone, My siblings were tired of me messing up) I don’t blame them😢
i would like to say that I felt alone and with little to no support.
i have always been called The ‘Black Sheep Of The Family‘—
‘The Youngest One that Knows nothing’
The ‘Different One’
and I've got so many different names that have been tossed at me, by my own family🙄 i messed things up too often, it felt like. And all of the BAD things Like Drugs and Alcohol I did, over trying to find a way out.
At This point, I’m Being Influenced By All Of the Wrong people💊🚬🧨 And I keep digging my own grave, deeper and deeper than EVER before🆘 I need Help!
and When i thought My Life Couldn’t Get Any worse🤣
I Met The Love Of My Life (he Is just like me, Hella crazy With So Many Similarities and Just as many Differences)—we,
re-connected i guess you can say!
before things got Better.
They did get a lot Worse though!
Honestly, I’m not even recognizing how Dead I’ve almost become. Inside and Out!
Im finding it Harder to wake Up For a reason, Anymore.
i Began Going to the Doctor (to Get hope again-to Get Help)
got on some Anxiety Pills/Antidepressants😒
long story short I was withdrawing on my anti-anxiety medicine after I quit taking it after three months of use (they were giving me more anxiety)
i ended up arrested. Now for the 2nd time in less than a year.
i definitely am tired of living this life right now! It was not how I was raised.
I Was Never Sober. I Was doing Drugs, Having Random Relations With people Because of Revenge and Everything I Felt, was Dark and dangerous!
Finally..God sent
My Family To Save Me🥰 and My bf at the time (Fiance Now) kicked me out of his house. So it was all a wake up call from above.
*it’s like, “get your act together now, you are running out of time*
I slowly started changing my ways.
I got a job at Planet Fitness.
🔊🔊I ended Up FINDING My Hobby AGAIN🏋🏻♀️
I Always Loved Exercising Middle school/high school. I mean, that’s all I ever did with my time.
it’s the only place I felt in control.
working at planet fitness helped me fall back IN Love with Health&Fitness all over AGAIN🏋🏻♀️
..Shortly After, now I‘m Expecting a Baby Boy!
(We named him Isaac, I Honestly Felt like I wouldn’t be Able To have babies After All Of the Abuse I’ve done to my body)
God wouldn’t allow it, if it we’re not going to get me to where I am today.
that much more disciplined for a life change, and that much more caring and thoughtful.
I Fully Breast Fed my Little isaac For 15months Of His Life🥰
i did ALL of this while still working Full-Time/Over-time, Working 10 hour Shifts at ❗️❗️i found myself getting Bigger and Bigger. Stressed and blessed at the same time though!
i ended Up Getting Sick for a Month, and Decided it was Time for me TO Call a Time-Out from Everything I was Doing.
because, I was getting Sleepy behind the wheel everyday. ON MY Way, And Back from Work.
I Was having too much Drama and Chaos at Work too. I even changed positions at My Job to see if maybe i could take It easier in a different Department.
but, it Just Kept Getting Worse😭😢
I prayed and cried, for God to show me The way Out of this mess. I WAS Done and tired of My stressful, anxious,Obese Tóxic LIFe!
Abe He Answered By Guiding My Coach Lauren to me, She Reached Out Through Instagram to Find out if I Wanted to Run a Health&Fitness Business from HOME🙌🏼
I said “eff Yes,” although it Took me a little while to Decide, FAITH 💯%
I made back the Investment I made to join, within a month!
The Secret is to have your own testimony Over Why you want to stop living on auto pilot, And finally be The Best Version OF Yourself, By Living on Purpose✊🏽
Below,I’ve shared a FREE membership with you, to try and stream all of the on demand programs for 14 days. 👇🏼
https://www.teambeachbody.com/shop/enrollment?referringRepID=1804984
After you’ve browsed and gave Some a trial. Come back and talk to me about it, I would love to know what you thought!
love you 🌹
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